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  When the chance knocks on your door, do you invite it in? Or do you continue on your own path undeterred? Is it human nature to be afraid of changes? Or is it just in our instict to keep up the momentum of what we built up? When something is so uncertain, what would you do?

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Dreams or Reality~ One Starts where the other Ends~ Draw a Line~
   Sunday, April 09, 2006



 I had the wierdest dream. I was forced to switch rooms with some wierdo fella cause of some complications in the processing of the data by Pioneer Century Sdn Bhd (one more reason to dislike them... complications). However, the thing didn't go on smoothly. What happened to me was that I found out the new room I got was haunted. Woo~ *Sweat* Happened in a strange way that I could not comprehend even until now. I was there happily doing my work and suddenly there was this vibration... Hmmm... Earthquake? Doesn't seem to feel like one... I then ran out of my hall to the common area and found that it was already night time (I moved in during the afternoon)... Midnight. I saw that the place was totally empty but then there was a certain serenity about the situation. A certain peace that swept over me. Anyway, I went back up to my room and found that the door was replaced upside-down... No idea why... Had difficulties with the key but still I went in. There was a strangeness about the orientation of the furniture at that time. Seem to be out of place but then there was something that told me it was just right. I just shrugged the spookiness off and continued with the lame shyt modules I have for the current semester. Suddenly, spooks started to appear and I just shooed them away as if they were some lil spiders that crawl onto your worksheet... There were a few more scenes where I realised that I didn't have any emotional ties with... Darn... I get the wierdest dreams... (Oh... that particular room was in Tioman Hall 2nd floor. haha)

 One of the funny ones was when I dreamt that I was Ultraman. Haha~ Bashing the big bad asses they call "monsters"... I find some of them looking better than the ugly guy in a red monkey suit with horns on his head. Something which I still don't understand is, WHY DOES HE DEFLATE WHEN HIS RED, SHINY, ROUND, BLINKING THINGY ON THE CHEST IS PULLED OUT??? Is that like a plug or sumthing??? Dazed*** Inflatable beach balls as a lifesaving superhero~ Fresh!

I was involved in a gun fight in one. Unusually, regardless of the number of bullets that penetrate my body, I didn't feel a thing. No emotions, no suspense, no fear... Wow... Surprising thing is, I managed to dodge all the bullets coming at me from the front but got hit by all that came from behind. In the ending part, I was lying on a stretcher with a nurse pulling out the bullets from my back with a big-ass tweezer...

 Finally got my ice-blended... Ease the tension... Ease the frustration... For the moment. There's just too much happening for me to fully comprehend. This route or the other. The lack of sleep the night before this had taken it's toll on me. Crap, I had to drive my bro to school at 6.30am and drop my sis at pyramid at 9.30am, without sleep. Consequence of my stupidity, slept from 11am till 3pm. Skipped lunch. Save money. Got scolding (obviously)...

 Too much to think about these days. Can't put everything aside~ There's just too much at stake. Why is a small thing made complicated? Damn, why resort to some chaos teory when 2 + 2 = 4? *sorry guys, if you wanna know wht this thing is, ask me personally* Sometimes when building up something, starting from scratch is the way to do it... The proper way. But isn't it a lil bit too taxing if the work load in uni is plopped on your shoulders? An investment of 28k a year, make it, or waste it. Dot.



Melchsedec at 04:52 am
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tsk tsk... mafan stuff...
   Saturday, April 08, 2006



 Wow... Chances coming to knock on my door like tht is not something I see everyday. Damn wish I have enough time to juggle everything. Evidently, 24 hours a day is not really enough (for me that is). How I wish I can have 24 hours of awake time everyday...

 It's something that may take up 30% of my time. But then interesting as it may be, not one that's really easy to look into. Takes up a lot of work but then hope I get the right ppl to work with me on this shyt~

 Paperwork to look through is just a minor thing to overcome. The trouble comes in when ppl interact. What I'm most worried about is that in the long run, there may be disputes and displeasures between everone.

 Anyway, hope everything will run properly when the time comes to launch this thing. Nothing much to hope for in the initial stages. Just that the funding is not easy to get. Competition, strategy, ugh~ Challenge... I like ;)

 Idea wise, not a problem. Assembling the team is a major thing thing... Where? Who? Nah... Think bout this later after the fella get the paper out.



Currently listening to:
Free Loop
By Daniel Powter




Melchsedec at 04:28 am
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Spring Cart dOne~ finally...
   Wednesday, April 05, 2006



 It's amusing bout the fatigue that constantly sweeps over when you're just dead bored. It just doesn't feel right sitting there with no work on my hands other than studying for the finals which is already darn near.

 Already started on my report that's due next week. Kinda okay in a way to do it slowly. At least there's a certain relaxation in the process...

 Most of the classes are already over. Only 2 hours of classes today. But still there's this lecturer that manages to bore the sleepiness out of us. Zzzzz...

 Anyway, pray that there's nothing wrong with the spring cart design. The last thing I would want to happen to get a phone call from the technical assistant saying that they don't have this material and don't have that. I would be damned if I have to redesign the thing.

 Overall, nothing much happening in my life now. Routine business. Wouldn't really like to run away from this schedule cause at least I get something done sometimes...

 Sports day 2day ;) cheerZ~



Currently listening to:
Move Along
By The All-American Rejects




Melchsedec at 03:44 pm
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March is OVER!
   Saturday, April 01, 2006



 Things don't always go the way you want in life. This I know. But then isn't a combination of everything a lil too much? It really does seem as though everything is a BIG joke. Nothing really come out right. Yuck...

 Problems arise when the due date draws near. One thing brings along another. I know i'm making it very vague. But that's the way I want this post to be. All those little things that happened, do they proof enough? Or is it just me being my lame self over and over again?

 Tell me... How to go about this kinda thing... O.oIII

 Corrected Cheryl's essay this afternoon... Hmmm... Kinda okay at times... These kinda things keep me in practice....



Melchsedec at 02:34 am
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Tulan
   Thursday, March 30, 2006



 Damn tulan... Stupid assignments and some stupid idiot doing some stupid thingy when you're discussing bout it really pulls at my nerve. Why am I stranded with stuff like that?



Melchsedec at 06:08 pm
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   Friday, March 24, 2006



 It's been 2 whole weeks. Not doing much other than "spring carting" or writing reports or reading some IDM shyt.

 Damn. I need a getaway.



Melchsedec at 11:28 pm
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My Weekend - In less than 200 words
   Saturday, March 11, 2006



 Weekend hangouts with parents aren't that bad after all. When your mom or dad says they'll go wherever you're going. HAHA~ Very pleasant evening I had. Dinner was superb. I had the whole ikan patin to myself. Heaven, it was like.

 Damn... My parents are funky. Especially my mom. Can't disclose the stuff she said or done here... If not me homecooked lunch and dinner will be out the window =P

 Having a 3 person car wash session isn't something you get to experience everyday. My mom and dad washed the CRV obviously... They left the 2 old cars that are parked outside to me... And they washed the CRV that was relatively clean (any car is clean compared to my dad's - which was topped with bird shit and bat guano) which was parked in the porch, under the shade... Sigh~

 Going back to uni 2moro. Got so much to do. The pile of work is just increasing. Gotta find a place to hang out next weekend... If not I'll be bored to death from staying home alone... Spring cart, spring cart, spring cart...

 Micheal Bublé is making me sleepy...

 Supposed to have a gathering 2moro afternoon... Supposed~



Melchsedec at 11:37 pm
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Of Stupid Lab Partners
   Thursday, March 09, 2006



 What happens when one of your lab partners is a dumb fuck? It's damn frustrating I tell you. I mean, if you're so fa-stupid that you can't even measure properly using a metre rule, would you kindly go back to primary and try to climb up the academic ladder and pay more attention to the details this time? If you really want to screw something up so badly, I'll pass you a screwdriver and you can go screw yourself.

 For god's sake, when the results of 7 other people are put in your hands, you would normally be more responsible. Imagine this, when you have a lab partner who still continues doing the experiment eventhough he knows that it's wrong, you really do feel like putting your fist to his face.

 There's this fella who was doing the experiment 'on behalf' of the group. But then there was a mistake in his procedure. The thickness of the material was already too small, and when I confronted him about it, he had the decency say: "I want to finish it faster". AND HE SAID IT WITH A DUMB SMILE on his face. The few of us was like:

What the Fuck!!!

 I dislocated my jaw... Stunned~ (NOTE: He doesn't know how to calculate % reduction in length)

 That was only the story of one dumb fuck. There's another coming.

 There was this guy who came to me the day we had to hand in our lab report. He asked me for my lab report. "Zhen Wei, can I borrow your lab report?" (NOTE: He didn't say please). Of course I agreed. I don't find anything wrong in helping out my group members eventhough they're dumb fucks. He grabbed my report and said "Pinjam for a while" and sprinted to the comp lab. I left him to his own for an hour. When I went to check, he was COPYING the darn thing. Doesn't he know that marks will be deducted? I don't want to end up having the same marks as you do. If your'e drowning, don't pull me down.

 To stupid lab partners. Keep quiet during the experiment and copy the results after the others are done. If you don't know anything, just shut up and stand aside, don't try to spoil the results. If you don't know what to do, try reading the lab sheet again, and this time with your eyes OPEN for a change. If you don't understand the theory behind it, don't go around bugging people with stupid questions like "How to do this?" I mean, how to do WHAT? You haven't even started doing it! Ask the lecturers, that's what they're there for. IF and IF you still don't know how to do it in the end, just hand in a blank sheet. Maybe you'll get marks for symphathy towards your stupidity.

 If any of those in RED applies to you, I'm sorry... NOT. Just adhere to those tips. Maybe you can try to get a notebook and jot them down for future reference. You may need it for life. If you DO have a problem, don't come to me. Go ask your mom. You're parents may cry from shame. But you know what, don't come whining and don't bring your problems out of your house. Just keep quiet. You can make the world a better place... For me...

 Thank you.
  


Melchsedec at 01:33 pm
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LIFE: my point of view
   Tuesday, March 07, 2006



 The occasional blunder supposedly colours up your life. A wrong step, a miscalculation or a wrong decision. All these are frustrating at times, but without them, how would life be? A bland, monotonous streak of black and white wouldn't be of much interest to anyone anyway...

 Blunders. Be it comical or melanchony, be it bitter or sweet, be it pleasant be it disasterous. These are the things that you're going to look back on someday. But would you be smiling?

 A collection of little things form a great effort. Life is but a collection of memories, which ones are worth cherishing is just a matter of personal decision. Is your life a raging rapid? Or is it only a calm flowing stream?

 When lives cross paths, there would be interactions, there would be conflicts, friendships are made and broken, relationships are formed, emotions are torn...
When the river of your life intercepts another, will they form a raging torrent? Of will they cancel each other out? Would the story weaved be one of happiness or sorrow?

 Time and tide sweeps everything away. Time brings about changes; for better or for worse. Which individual can resist the drowning tide? Which person can overcome the crushing waves?

 How many second chances are given in a lifetime? How many faults can be forgiven? Just how many times can you pick yourself up after you fall?

 How many times can you mend a broken heart?



Melchsedec at 11:03 pm
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Car Jack Completed
   Monday, March 06, 2006



  Whenever ProE is involved, there will always be some minor accidents which either makes you bang your head on the table or shout out in frustration. However, the overall experience with the car jack is one that is memorable although not pleasant. Managed to complete the whole darn thing at 2am on Sunday morning. After the whole ordeal, I decided to treat myself since I hadn't taken my dinner for that night. When I was there, I was so tempted to order everything since the tension was released.

  The designing of the car jack was a repetitive process. Whenever something goes wrong with the force, the weight or if the dimensions don't meet the constraints and requirements, everything had to be done all over again with modifications here and there. Only redid it once though...

   Tired out. CiaoZ~



Melchsedec at 11:12 pm
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